Day 21: The Shit Has NOT Hit The Fan!
I bet you all thought that since I wasn’t keeping you up to date on how my quitting snus project was going, I had broken down and succumbed to the horrible treacheries of detox and withdrawal symptons? Well believe it or not, I haven’t, or technically I have, because I’ve been out on town two times since I quit, and both times I actually used snus a couple of times.
But to be honest, I sort of calculated with it, and as long I don’t crack when I don’t drink I’m happy enough, although I realize that using snus while I drink only makes it harder to really quit. But now I’m gonna take a break from partying, and then hopefully get the nicotine fully out of my system for good. After that maybe I can say stop telling people that I’m quitting, and start saying that I’ve actually quit.
In other news, I visited the doctor yesterday for my sleeping problems (which I mentioned in this post). I got some sort of pills, and they are crazy stuff. After taking them the room was spinning, and even as I got up this morning I still felt some sort of intoxicated. They did help me sleep however, and even though I didn’t sleep as good as I’d like to, I’m at least having no problems getting through the day, which is good. If all works like it’s supposed to, I’ll be sleeping “normally” (as in during nights) completely on my own within a few weeks!
Now, off to work. For those interested I’m doing a sort of progress report on Silent Sound Waves tomorrow or the day after here at my personal blog, so be sure to stay tuned.